My Comeback: Getting Back to the Things I Love

I’m back. It’s been six whole months. Like seriously? I was doing so well and being consistent, and I completely fell off.

It’s a multitude of reasons. I procrastinate, I’m exhausted, and yet I’m lazy at the same time. But most off all i’m depressed.

I canceled my trip to Argentina and Chile in February and lost money. I canceled and bailed out on a friend on a Virgin Cruise in April. Lost money again and a friendship. But, I did not care.

I just really, really missed my grandma.

She passed away two years ago, and it’s been a struggle to survive and even care much about life. I lost my favorite person. I lost the one person in this world who I knew truly supported and loved me endlessly. Honestly, some days I feel like a shadow of my former self. I don’t like doing anything or going anywhere. Just mindlessly scrolling on the internet and eating my feelings and using my pto to stay in bed.

But, anyway, enough about sad stuff. I did seek out help, and I’m feeling partially better. It’s like it comes in spells, and I have to scrape through that dark tunnel and find the light.

Fortunately, I was able to pull it together and go to Alaska in June. It was my last state, and I can proudly scream that I’VE BEEN TO ALL 50 STATES! I’ll write about it in the upcoming post(s). I had to get this out, and even writing this small bit helped me feel better. Writing is such a tremendous asset in my life, and even if no one reads this blog, it’s still one of my favorite things to do.

I’ll be back for good this time.

Hopefully 🙂